Thursday, November 27, 2008

Chai Chariot

It is purpose that drives us all. Everything I write revolves around a few key words.
It is purpose that will decide my future. I do not know why I feel like being alone sometimes, and feel too claustrophobic other times. I may be a loner and I may be a worthless human life. But it is discovery that wants us to live our lives. I do not believe in ignorance. I believe that my attitude would have been very different from how I am now, if I was in my friend's position yesterday night (26/11).
I miss being able to cry. I miss being crazy busy and focused. I hope I can make myself attain that state soon. I am withering away like this.
I don't get peaceful sleep, I am not calm while I am awake. I am restless and lazy. I feel tired and lost.
I feel lost.
I feel alone.
I feel like a you.

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